It's official: TV's not for me

At least, not the filming/on camera part. Recently, due to me having to struggle to work on my doc, I've concluded that TV is definitely NOT something I want to pursue as a longtime career.

Oh sure, some aspects of it are fun. Editing can be, as long as the material is interesting. And the same goes for writing. But with the recent creative licence we've been given to do our docs, I just feel...lazy. I know that's redundant, because I've been trying not to feel that way since January, but it's true.

And I've figured out why. Last term, when we did news stories, there was a routine. A pattern. Once we did a couple, we knew what to expect from the rest. But now...we've been given all this free reign to film and be creative. Which, normally, I would LOVE to do. However...I've figured out that having this new ability to be entirely creative is hard to put into effect when you're too lazy to even FEEL creative.

Rest assured, this doc will get done. And hopefully by the time the next one rolls around, I'll actually feel creative enough to WANT to do it.